I asked about doing a home birth, I was told not to die to the rising rate of infant mortality (fact pulled from her ass)...

I asked about not delivering on my back in a bed, like what if I want to be off my bed squating or on all fours? I was told it's not safe and she advises against that simply because of a number of medical "what if's" 

I asked about numerous other things and basically had this woman tell me the needs of the staff and the what ifs trumped my desire for a natural birth. 

I hate them. I am a low risk pregnancy. Second child. Not my first rodeo. I'm in the medical field. I know the risks. I don't feel respected or that my voice is being heard. I feel like I'm on their time table and I'm just another vagina getting in the way of their lunch break. I honestly am contemplating just doing a natural birth at home with a midwife, a doula, my husband, and son. I feel like that's the only way I'm going to get what I want. Please don't anyone get the idea that I'm neglecting her warnings and putting my baby at risk. Every time I've come in with a concern I get turn away and told Its nothing. So yeah I'm looking out for my baby. Im making this kid. Not them. They're not going to raise his child or have any say in its life whatsoever so why do they get to rule how I bring my baby In to this world! Ugh. I wish I had the option of going to a birthing center 😕