Help!

Hi ladies,

I need some advice on my boyfriend.

We’ve been together for 3 years, I’m the kind of person that decided I wanted to save my virginity for the one, and I asked him of his past. For the past 3 years he told me of only 3 girls and I was fine with that. We’ve been good but then today he finally revealed he’s had sex / sexual contacts with over 20 girls - no slut shaming but I honestly did not want a guy with a big past because I’m really an insecure person and we live in a small town where I know all these girls and we bump into them a lot.

I know it happened in the past, but it still bugs me, if I had known from the start I would have had never been with him. I know some will say “Oh, it doesn’t matter, only the past” but is it??

We even have an 8 Month baby together and I’m truly disgusted by him, by myself and honestly don’t even want to have sex with him again.

Am I just suffering from crazy postpartum hormones, or just plain crazy, or I have all rights to be upset and leave him??