I know it’s my fault that everything is the way it is. Which just makes me feel worse.

I’m trying to just be strong and move through it but I feel like I’m breaking.

My son is almost two this is my first year teaching at the church’s preschool. I’m 5 months pregnant. My marriage is a wreck. We’re living with my parents bc we were abroad helping open a school when a revolution began and lost all our savings.

I just feel like a complete failure. I’ll be 28 next month and nothing to show for my hard work. I’ve got a masters from one of the top schools in the US and over 100k in school debt.

I recently lost my car insurance unknowingly and now to get new insurance will be over $400 a month and I know we can’t afford that.

I’m just at a loss. This is my fault. Living with my parents now is my fault.

Please send me prayers to feel hopeful again.