It was a difficult day today...my uncle's passed on Friday and his services were today...my sister in law is pregnant and it seemed like everyone was taking about it...I had to get up and leave a few times because I wanted to cry...I could feel the eyes on me...I feel like a piece of **** because I am battling with my body for just one chance to get pregnant...there are days that I feel guilty because I look at my husband and think that I won't ever be able to give him a family...I have been asked by numerous co-workers and friends and family if my husband and I are going to have children...it's difficult to explain to them that I have PCOS and that my cycles are not normal...I just wish that I could be a normal woman and have a child...there are days that I know that some of my family members take the fact that they can get pregnant or I feel like they are rubbing it in my face...rant over