Why...?

Hey guys...this is what's going on in my head...so don't say anything mean thanks...(little rant ig)

Can I ever be loved....?

Will I ever fall in love again...?

Can I sleep forever and never wake up...?

Let me be on an island full of my regrets,thoughts,and memories...

I hate myself for ever likening you...

I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest.....

I don't know whether my heart is speaking or my mind I guess I don't trust any...

i won't have that "special mother bond" ever you left me.....

I hate myself...

Why can't I go one day without thinking of him....

Why do I look just like him everyday I look in my mirror I see you...

I'm so fat...

I don't like people,they never cared...

You took away my happiness what else do you wanna take away...

I look like someone from a horror film....

I'll always be crying inside..I just won't show it...

Faking smiles is tiresome....

Why do people think I'm not "normal"....

Well I guess this is the way I will be for eternity

LONELY

MAD

SAD

STUPID

ANXIOUS

DUMB

ANGER

HARDHEADED