So I’m excited to have my baby around June 5th of 2019. It wasn’t a planned pregnancy but I made the choice to keep my baby ❤️ However for the longest time I can not stop thinking about Birth! I’m 17 with my first and I’ve always had a fear of that. Thoughts like what if I die or something bad happens always runs thru my head and it sucks. I’m super terrified to push a baby out. even with and epidural I’m scared to have that feeling of not feeling my legs or anything but I can not do it without for sure. I know they can do a c section too but even I’m terrified of both. I’m trying so hard to think of the now and what’s going on now than scaring myself far ahead in the future. I’m still young so I’m flipping my shit about all that and have no idea how to tell myself it will be okay. I don’t get how some girls younger than me did it🤷🏻‍♀️