I'm at my OBGYN right now to talk about all the pain I've been having. I've also been going to a fertility clinic, but I don't like the routes they are trying to take me and also just don't have good vibes from them. Been trying to get pregnant for almost 3 years, have extreme pain every month Anyways so I'm at the OBGYN and I see a young girl, maybe 20 or 21 come rolling out of the OBGYN with her child and she's also pregnant with another. I got this burning jealousy that I've never felt before. I literally had to hold back the tears. I became an emotional wreck and so angry. I've honestly never felt that. All my husband and I want is a baby. I have a husband who actually wants a child so bad. I feel very lucky to have that, but feel even worse that I haven't been able to give it to him. I just don't know anymore. I feel so lost.