Terrified of labor and giving birth

Candice • Baby girl born December 2018 🎄 🍼 Pregnant with #2, due September 2020 🍎 🍂

FTM, due date 12/16. I keep seeing all of everyone’s wonderful posts about wanting the baby out and waiting for labor, but honestly I am just so terrified of labor that I feel like I can’t relate! I am very uncomfortable with being so pregnant, exhausted, etc but honestly at this point I hope she stays in! Does anyone else feel this way? Am I crazy?