I give up I can’t take anymore heartbreak

Harmony

I hadn’t had a period since October. I missed my period in November(which has neverrr happened before).I had all these symptoms, even my doctor was convinced I’m pregnant. She had me go get a blood pregnancy test done. Then as soon as I leave the doctors office I started spotting. Fast forward a few hours turned to light bleeding so ig I’m out. It’s just so heartbreaking I can’t go through that any more