Worried mama

My second daughter is now 4 months old, when I was pregnant I didn’t know it but I had the worst ob anyone could ask for. My daughter was born with club foot, and needed heart surgery. She was flown 2 hours away from me after my scheduled c-section. The ob I had did not “notice” anything abnormal. My boyfriend and I want another baby, back to back. But I am so scared of the thought if I were to have another baby if he/she would have the same birth defects as my 4 month old.

I am not sure I can go through me handing off my new born to a surgeon just knowing what kind of surgery they will perform. That day was THE worst day of my life.

Any moms out there that are going through the same thing as my family, if not, similar things.