In need of encouragement/advice

Hey all this is my first post! I’ve been stalking for a while though. I’m on cycle 36 TTC baby 1. We have lost two over the last three years. Drs say we are fine and should be “encouraged” bc we “can get pregnant”.

My sister just got married two months ago and has Hashimoto’s and is already pregnant!! It’s a struggle seeing family members living the dream.

I’m trying to be a good support and everyone is treating me like I’m broken. Family says all the cliche things trying to make me feel better. How do you manage without crying ALL the time?! 🤷🏻‍♀️