I've been wanting a baby for the past few years and August 4th I found out I was pregnant.... I had old blood coming out for a week and a half so I finally went to the emergency room and they told me my baby didn't have a heart beat. My baby was 3 weeks gone and I was 8 weeks 3 days pregnant. They told me I will miscarry on my own and September 28th, 1 whole month after my baby's heart stopped beating, I finally miscarried ALONE! I started getting really bad pains so i went to sit on the toilet and literally a gallon of blood rushed out of me, so i got into the tub and ran warm water balling my eyes out barely able to move while i was nonstop bleeding. Worst fucking pain ever but after 2 hours I got out and sat on the toilet again. My baby passed through and after the huge sack came out I was so tired from the contractions and I reached in the toilet because i wanted to hold my baby and i just cried, screamed, hit things. I was just so angry. I kept my baby and ended up in a domestic violence shelter and buried my baby in a field. I have cried ever since and I don't know how to move on. R.I.P my Angel❤ 08.28.18