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I was living with my boyfriend in my home country but due to work I had to leave and literally go to live ti the other side of the world. I had spent 6 whole months aver thee without seeing my man in person just video chat. It is tough ya’ll 💩

Anyhow, around that time I met a guy whom really became of my interest. At first I thought it was because he is an exotic foreigner haha but I started to actually like him as just him. I am not proud of myself, it just happened. We have talked a lot and have gone out a couple of times but we have not even shared a kiss yet which I guess is for the best.

Today I came back home for the first time (it has been 2 months since I met man #2) and saw my boyfriend. I am staying in his apartment and everything is awesome between us except for one terrible thing... during sex, I was fantasizing about this other guy. It helped me get off sure, but now my thoughts are always in this other guy. I still care deeply for my boyfriend but I guess my head is just f**ked up 🤷🏻‍♀️

Just needed to share. It’s driving me crazy. Kisses. Byee👻