Pregnant for 2 weeks 4 days after 3 and half years trying with IVF.

Me and my husband have been trying to have a baby for 3.5 years and undergone IVF, it was successful on our 1st go! Yay I got my positive test 2 weeks after transfer, it’s the best feeling in the world to see a pregnant on a clear blue test after so many negative tests over the years, I went back to work after my 2 weeks off, for the treatment, told my bosses I was expecting and a couple of close friends in work, then had some light spotting yesterday, went home from work early, btw I work 12 hour shifts on my feet, organizing and looking after around 200 people. I had a panic attach in work because of the spotting, when I got home I was still spotting and felt so tired, i slept for 15 hours, today I started a full period with stomach cramps and pains. To say I am devastated is an understatement, I feel useless and like a bad wife that I cannot give my husband a child, I have to wait until I finish this bleed and take a test, but I have lost all hope, I can feel it in my body that I am no longer pregnant, I have none of the pregnancy symptoms I have had over the last 2 weeks, copper taste in my mouth, needing the toilet every 5 minutes, nausea of a night. All gone. I don’t know if I can go through all the IVF, waiting, emotions again, I know we r going to struggle this month with all the time I have already taken off work to get the positive result that has now already been taken from us, I feel like it was work that made me miss-carry due to the high stress of my job, i have always worked and I feel like if we was to try again it would be best for me to leave my job but doing this would leave us in financial difficulty, we can try and save for a year or 2 and go again I guess this time me leaving my job. Anyway who ever thought IVF was easy or straight forward has no idea. So advice if you are going to do IVF is be ready, it is not easy and not straight forward, you will be an emotional reck for months and the hardest part to me is the 2 week wait after transfer. Good luck to anyone who is trying, I hope it goes better for you than it did for me. 😘