can i just rant for a second?
I have been a stay at home mom for 16 months and I absolutely love getting to raose my little boy. and now we are expecting our second little boy in may! my husband is military so I have moved 2 states in the last 8 months. my home town is where I grew up, my entire family, all my friends, church, basically everything I knew and loved was there. I knew joining the military we would move. but now we are in a state where I know 2 people other than my husband. we only have one car and obviously my husband needs it for work and with how his schedule works it really doesnt work for me to take him to work. so every day, I do the same thing all day every day. I dont know anyone, I talk to my son and my husband and honestly ive gotten so depressed. I just feel like a shell. I feel like I'm just existing. I very rarely get to leave the house and when I do its to go grocery shopping. my husband is all consumed with his phone or computer. so as soon as we put our son to bed at 630 he almost immediately hops on his comouter. so its just me in our room, flipping through the same 3 apps over and over. and when he is in the mood he has all the attention for me then once sex is over he disapeers again. ive told him how I feel multiple times and he has admitted that he has slacked off and things will change. but then they never do. he gets mad when I have no motivation to just sit in the living room with him while he ignores our son while he is on his phone and im Just at a loss. please tell me I'm not the only one who has felt this way?
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