Well, I didn’t make it..

When I had our daughter last July, I had absolutely no problem being sexually unattracted towards my husband. I had a second degree tear and looking back, possibly a touch of postpartum depression. Even after I was cleared, I was very hesitant because I had become unattracted towards my husband in almost every way. Yes, it was a hard patch for us. Well, a year and a half later, through filing for divorce, going back and forth, working things out, getting through everything and feeling an even stronger bond between the two of us, falling in love all over again, and now welcoming our second child, I am so in love with my husband. He has been amazing. Taking care of our daughter when he’s home so I can take care of our son, taking care of our son so I can still spend time with our daughter, helping out more than he he even has to these last few days because our little girl has pneumonia, just busting his butt at home then getting up at 4:30 AM to go work his 12 hour shift as a police officer. I even have a calm that has overtaken me and I have been so happy about everything. Our relationship has done nothing but gotten stronger. Last week when some friends were over, we were joking about sex. But in all seriousness were each counting down the days. But 6 week check up is December 21st. With the way everything has been and how attracted we have been towards each other, I knew it would be hard. Well last night I got out of the shower and sent him a message that said “Since it’ll probably make me want you even more if I show you in person when you come inside, I’ll just stick with a picture of what I’m wearing tonight 🤭”, and I added a picture of me in my bra and panty set. Fast forward to bedtime and we cuddled up next to each other then I finally rolled away from him so I could see our 3 week 4 day old. Well we wake up this morning and he grabs me and just goes to kissing all over my face. I wrapped my legs around his leg and said “I just wanna wrap around you and never let go!” He kisses me some more and starts rubbing my back. He’s like “oh my gosh. You need to hurry up!” I said “I know I know. It’s ridiculous..” So he starts rubbing my butt then comes to the front and I’m squeezing my legs together so so tight. I said “No sir. It’s locked. Just a little longer.” Then he says “I just wanna rub it. Just wanna feel it.” Im like “That’s it! You know that ain’t gonna happen and I can’t take this any longer..” I roll over on top of him and tell him to be easy. It didn’t hurt at all. He eased inside ever so gently and oh my gosh. Part of me was trying not to enjoy it so maybe I would stop but then it felt so amazing. Within 2 minutes, we were done. I had my tubes tied when I had our son, but I told him he better hold back and let me get off. It happened so quick I didn’t have time to move. He said “Well, hopefully it’s effective by now!” We just hugged each other and layed there cuddling until the baby started crying. It was absolutely amazing and I feel so loved. Much more loved than I ever could have imagined. And I love my husband more and more every single day. I’m so blessed to have married him and even more thankful to have been blessed with our babies! ❤️🥰