Just need to get out a huge fear that has come up for me. Skin cancer.

I was laying in bed with my baby the other night thinking about my skin (because it’s pretty pale and I’ve had at least 2 pretty bad sunburns in my life) and I started to google search skin cancer and what to be aware of. After some searching, I made an appointment for a cancer screening and it’s next week. You guys, some of my freckles fall in to the ABCDE category. Some of my other marks do too. I have one on my back that is pretty big, light colored and slightly raised with an irregular border that hasn’t grown ever and I can remember it being there for a long time but it legitimately terrifies me. I just had my baby. I have so much to live for. If you pray, please please please put me in your prayers. I hope the screening goes well and if I do have skin cancer, I pray to god that it hasn’t spread. I’ve been absolutely sick to my stomach since I noticed these marks. I just want to cry every day thinking that I may not get to watch my baby grow up or marry my partner. I just needed to get that all out.