Two years of trying

I just need somewhere to vent. January will mark two years of us TTC, and I turn 30 in February. I feel like my life is over. And because of my job, I can’t even start IVF until March. I feel like I’m just going to be an old mom, should I ever get pregnant.

My husband’s semen analysis is in a few days and he’s been on Clomid to try raising his count. I am so nervous it’s going to be lower...

Can someone please tell me that having your first baby at 31-33 isn’t as old as it feels.