I’m 14 weeks. The man I’m having the baby with is not the man I wanna be with for the rest of my life. I don’t regret the pregnancy at all. Just sometimes I wish it was my ex’s baby. But the messed up thing about my ex and I was that he broke my jaw . I feel like no matter what I can’t get over him. And I get depressed cause I can’t have him. I know who would want anyone who hit you. Especially cause I don’t think my face isn’t quite what it use to be. I’ve gotten really depressed since that happened. But just don’t understand why I can’t move on. I feel pathetic