Hospital changed my c section date

Ugh’ venting -

Everything has been planned for a week and a half , babysitter for my almost 3 year old , my boyfriend taking off days to be able to come and stay for the entire hospital stay , and my mother taking off work as well . And they changed it 2 days before it was supposed to happen.

So now Monday dec 10th at 630am I have to be at the hospital for pre op and c section will be around 9 am ..

but my boyfriend can now only take off that Monday and off to work he goes for the rest of the week . Same goes with my mom .. on top of all this change I also had to reschedule for someone to be able to care for my son .. and although that has been taken care of .. I have to share my only day with my boyfriend and my new daughter with the rest of his family ..

I feel selfish and frustrated because I didn’t plan nor expected his family to all come that day , but I guess I should feel happy they want to be apart of it .

Just overwhelmed with all the last minute change and information thrown at me today .

I cried . I miss my boyfriend, he works so hard to provide for this family and I’m so grateful for him but it breaks my heart he will only have Monday .

I haven’t seen him in two weeks . But he will be home Saturday night now ..

okay rant over , I just wanted to vent .

I feel sad 😞 but it’s going to be a special day celebrating our baby girls arrival to this world .

Just kinda wish I didn’t have to

Share it with everyone else as well .

Is that wrong of me ??