Just need someone to listen! 🥺😢

This might be long but Im just here to vent maybe someone will read this and give me some advice.......

Me and my husband have been married for 7 years now (November 23) he is from Mexico and had crossed over illegal when he was 12 years old. He now is a U.S Citizen since we filed for his papers and what not. Anyway thats not the point of the story. He has not seen his grandparents (the ones who raised him) in 14 years i say 14 years because last year as a early christmas present i got him a two way plane ticket to Mexico to go see his family. It was honestly the best thing i could do for him since his birthday and christmas are only two week from each other. He also really deserves it he is a very hard worker and a great husband to me and father to our kids. He works hard everyday and loves what he does so i thought to show him how much i appreciate him i would get him a plane ticket to go see them and i don’t regret it what so ever

This year he decided to go again we were all suppose to go as a family but the house we have out there is not complete. My husband was going this year to complete everything else and buy whatever is needed but i kind of have a problem with it. He is currently in Mexico now visiting his family he left Yesterday. But every time we talk its about 2 minutes and thats it. Idk if its hormones or what but i get very emotional that we don’t talk much. And every time we do he’s shopping or going some where. Im also emotional/mad because while he is on vacation im stuck at home with my three boys (3,5&7) stressed out and going crazy. As im sitting here im thinking to myself how nice it would be to get away even for day and just get a break. O by the way he’s there for 2 weeks and a day.

When it all comes down to it its not that he’s in Mexico visiting his family but that he’s on vacation having fun and shopping and enjoying himself when i cant even get a break to go to the bathroom. Like i also would like a day or two im not asking a week or two weeks but just a day maybe a spa day to enjoy myself and get a break. But i don’t get that and what hurts the most is that he doesn’t even bother to ask me if i want to do something nice for myself or anything. I guess im just hurt but am i going crazy for feeling this way?