Scared and anxious

My period is due either Friday or Saturday and I’m so nervous 😩 I want to be pregnant sooo badly. I will take a test Friday morning on the day of my expected period to see if this month was successful. I’ve been having symptoms but at the same time they could be PMS. Some things this cycle are different though. Usually I have hot flashes and extreme hunger, no sore boobs before my period and no cramps until the day of my period. This time around I’ve been having chills, I have had a sore throat and nasal congestion since Tuesday but just in the morning, I basically have no appetite and I have pelvic pressure with that sometimes goes all the way into my feet. Not only that but I’ve had sore boobs, like stinging pains periodically which I never have and my nipples look to be larger but not my actual breast. Do you guys think this sounds hopeful ? I just need some encouragement😣 if AF comes then I won’t be to upset but I just want to be a mother and my husband would make the best father and I just want to give him that gift.