As long as I have him, I'm fine!!!!

I'm not use to a guy buying me things, but I was being honest with my boyfriend about Christmas. I told him he didn't have to buy me anything for Christmas, as long as I had him, I was fine. I'm not a materialistic person and I really didn't want anything for Christmas, but him, just him. I was hospitalized about a week ago, but I couldn't being myself to tell him because I didn't want him worried. I was only there a few hours. He knows I'm not doing too well(health wise), I'm surprised he's still with me. Being in that hospital had me in tears, it felt like death was trying to get at me a second time, but I wasn't having it. All I could think of was just to spend more time with him and be with him. So now between our hectic schedules, we're trying to plan stff for us!