35 weeks and miserable

I woke up this morning at 6am to get ready for work by 7... I got up went pee first of course lol I could barely walk to the bathroom I was in so much pain in my lower back and hips. I ended up crying on the toilet because I was in so much pain. I got a glass of water tried to settle myself down since I’m taking off work tomorrow because of two doctors appointments. But once I got into the bedroom and sat down to put my clothes on i got horrible pain in my upper stomach. My stomach wasn’t tightening like contractions but right under my boobs just hurt so bad 😩 so I get up to walk to the kitchen to get more water and by the time I come back into the bedroom I am bawling my eyes out waking my boyfriend up because i just don’t think I can do this anymore 😫 on top of being so uncomfortable I have to much amniotic fluid so that makes it even worse. I honestly do not see how I am going to push through these next few weeks 😭