I found more emails on my husbands account to random women sexting and sending pictures. I don't get it. When we first got together he told me he asked God for me. He told God he would love me. I just gave birth to our second baby 3 weeks ago. Im scared. Im a stay at home mom and have no money. This isnt the life I wanted. I wanted my family to stay together. I didnt want my children to grow up in a broken home like I did. I have forgiven him for doing this kind of stuff multiple times. I wouldn't be surprised if he's actually gotten physical with another woman. Im just lost... Jesus help me.