just sitting in my bathroom crying a river...this week has just sucked to the max. first work: trying to learn the new system and being trained (started on the 7th of this month) the way they are showing me and today they tell me thats not how im supposed to do it.😠 so why just NOW tell me after all this time?!?! today was rough 10 patients all late for their apointment and felt rushed and overwhelmed. Then i go pick my daighter up from my grandmas house and she had tonsay something about my weight and asked if my face is retaining water. inhear enough about my weight from my parents, esp from my mom. then i told my husband about it and he said i have gained some since we started dating then lost it then gained alot after we got married. but when ive asked him before he would skip arpund the question and say im beautiful. Why now is he finally telling me. Id rather him tell me then my own family. So i couldve fixed it awhile ago. I tried but nothing worked. YES I KNOW I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT. but they dont know im losing weight. Its none of thier business. Even if i told them they wouldnt stop. anyone else have this problem?

super upset and cant stop crying.