Today is day 6....

It's been 6 days since I have ate.....every night I've been drinking, I smoked last night..... I'm 2 weeks post partum and I got drunk and had unprotected sex with my husband. The man who cheated on me just a few days ago. I think it's about time I look for a Dr.... I don't think I can wait until my 6 week PP check up.....I'm spiraling down hill.... fast....

Edit*** Once this was posted my OBGYN office called and I have an appointment on the 11th.... I dont have a support system...all I had was my husband.....