what should i do??

i do literally anything my bf wants to do ive been deer hunting coyote hunting dove hunting ive set traps i rode w him on the swather i play 2k battlefield and call of duty w him all the time and we watch like every basketball and football game ever but i wanted to go to the christmas lights and ig hes not real into christmas this year but he loved the lights last year anyway i wanted to go and he wouldnt and i was upset about it bc i always do what he wants like im not really southern i wouldnt normally go hunting or fishing but if he wants then i will w him and ill have fun but he didnt wanna go to the lights so i was like ok fine we can just rent a movie or something but he has to watch the heisman or however u spell it lol so thats fine we can watch that even though he agreed to the loght and to the movie after but were watching it and i wanted to lay by him but no that’s definitely not ok bc he’s just not in the mood to be close to me ig so i move away a little but i touch his hand but thats not ok either and we used to do all this stuff but he hasnt held my hand in over a year and he hasnt really kissed me in months like u know theres like a peck or two a day but not a real kiss not even when we have sex and he cant cuddle w me or even lay where were touching and we dont go do anything just us like we do w our friends but its not the same and ive told him so many times it makes me feel like he doesnt love me or even like me anymore and he says that that’s ridiculous he obviously does or he’d break up w me but he wont do any of these things for me and he knows how its making me feel so why wouldnt he change it for me