Trying not to stress..

So the last few cycles I have OBSESSED over taking opk tests and then hpt early (like at 7dpo!).. so after I started AF this cycle I vowed not to test at all I've run out of them so haven't bought any more... according to glow, I've just passed O but this time I didn't have the usual cramping.. so I have no idea if I did O... it is killing me already that I don't know and I have no tests.. not even PTs!!!

Arrghh no reason for the post.. I just needed to vent! Sorry ladies !