Toxic

I’m in love with someone who is toxic. Everything about what we have is toxic. The way it started is toxic and no matter how many times I try to move on or who I start talking to or get into a relationship with I always think about this guy. I can’t move on. I block him, we can go months even years without talking and I can’t get him out of my head. Even when I block him he finds ways to contact me and I let him. I always let him back in😩 I’m fighting the urges but it’s so hard.