College

Hail

Anyone else who's 21 who's just now getting ready for college? I just needed a break from schooling and wasn't ready but I think I am now. But I'm so overwhelmed and stressed and scared lol. People my age would be in their third/just starting their fourth year and graduating and I keep comparing myself and I feel ashamed and guilty. But I was bullied a lot and the thought of going back stopped me for awhile. I hope I'm not alone on this. A 3 year age gap isn't that big of a deal, and I'm sure there will be people older than me, my age, or a little younger. But I am also having a hard time accepting the fact that I am no longer a kid or a teen , but an adult, even the word freaks me out. I certainly don't feel or look or act like one.