I crave love😩

I just feel so alone and wanna spoil my mans (if I had one) just like I do with my friends...always surprising them with presents, but I don’t get the same in return. So I just wish I had someone to spoil me and give me self confidence that I sometimes don’t have... aghhh.. I wanna cuddle and hold hands and do cheesy shit together and share affection.😭 Homeschooling definetly does not help with this overwhelming emotion😤 It just consumes me sometimes and ya people say you don’t need a man but truth is I just really want one😓 I just want to have someone to love on😔