Is this really happening?

I’m 11wks today and it all barely feels real. Had x2 sonars and saw the babybean wriggle around. I’ve only had some food aversions and sore breasts in the beginning.

Everyone says to enjoy your pregnancy and savour it, but it doesn’t feel real. We were so friggin excited when I first tested positive?!?

At this point in time I haven’t bought a single baby item yet. I don’t even want a baby shower. Haven’t found out the gender, and wont be until birth. Haven’t announced anything on social media.

Im hoping this changes when I start showing or I can feel him/her kick...

Is this normal??