I’m so SAD. I feel so hopeless not being able to hold my baby and take off all those machines. It feels like one thing gets better, and something else gets setback. We take a step forward then we’re back to square one. I sob and sob randomly during the day. I sob once I leave the hospital after being with him. My husband sobs with me. He tries his best to stay strong for me but he breaks down too. I am going insane not having him home. I never imagined this was going to happen. He needs me. I need him. Please God help us and help him get better faster....😔