Dear boyfriend

I know we’ve only been together for 8 months, but weve known each other for almost four years so it feels like we’ve been together forever. Since the very beginning you knew I wasn’t on BC or anything and It’s like you want a baby or something (obviously a good thing) but like sometimes i want like a “I want this too” I guess. We’ve never been careful and Low key have been hoping we get pregnant I cross every finger and toe I can. I even pray to my grandmother and I’m not religious but I sure hope she hears me this month 😩😭

Putting it out there if anyone reads this that we have talked about the what ifs. What if I got pregnant? He told me he would be happy and sometimes he’s like “where’s my son” hahaha