I have it every now and then... my son will be 1 year old on the 27th and I always think about having another baby. I want one. I just know it would be too much on me physically. Being a stay at home mom does take a toll on you. I literally have had 3 nights to myself out of the whole year and not in a row either. My son is too attached to me being breastfed and all. I just keep telling myself 4 years and my husband and I could try again. He is still remodeling and adding onto our home. Might just want to try again when it's all done. I went through a lot during my last few weeks of pregnancy which ended at 35 weeks + 3 days. With an emergency csection and being in the hospital for 2 weeks with severe preeclampsia and some other shit I can't remember. It was so hard on my physically and some what mentally. Even went through PPD for awhile there. Wouldnt hurt my child though because I love my son. I am only 19 which is also why I want to wait and I want to do it again when my son starts school. Years away I know. Just wanted to Express myself since I cant do it on Facebook. I couldn't imagine getting pregnant right now, i still have lots of weight to lose and it would just be too much on me. My husband and I can definitely support another child so anyone reading this don't assume assets and finances are a problem because we are definitely set with our saving and checking accounts. Just seeing all these babies have me wondering. 4 years is a long wait but it's best for myself to be prepared and not surprised the next go round. I can't Express how scared I am to go through another csection. The surgery I'm not afraid of. I didn't feel anything, I didnt even get to experience labor. I felt contractions but they were literally less pain than period cramps... for me anyway. The recovery from a csection was hell for me. I do hear the second time isnt as hard. I couldn't walk. Literally felt like I was being torn in two. It terrifies me to have to recover from that again. It was over 3-4 until I started feeling like me again. Anyway, thanks for the read.