Anyone else?

C 🌈 Due 8.24.23

Anyone else who’s had a loss (even if early like me) just feel so much anxiety over their current pregnancy (I’m 7w+6d) that they still can’t believe it? I have been fortunate to have had 2 u/s at my doctor (one dating at 5+3 where there was only a sac, then another at 6+4 where there was a yolk sac, pole and heartbeat), then another at the ER last weekend at 7+2 when I passed out from dizziness and they checked my baby and showed me the heartbeat again(even though the tech wasn’t supposed to, she was just like 🤫🤫🤫) But it’s like I still can’t believe it’s becoming more possible that this baby could stick. I see kids everywhere and people having babies every day and it still feels like a miracle that people can get to the point of having a healthy child. I go to the bathroom and look for blood every single time. Nothing. No cramping. July feels so far away and I can’t even be as happy as I should be through the holidays until I start to feel my little one growing more. Anyone else just feel totally nervous the whole time????