Am I alone on this one?


So this is my first post..... I’ve been using the app for 6 months and I just need some advice or to know I’m not alone. I am remarried and my husband and I are 9 years apart. I am 43 and he is 34. I have 4 grown children from my first marriage and my husband now has no kids of his own. After 5 years of being together he has finally decided he wants to have a child of our own. We have been actively trying for six months now and each month I’m getting a big fat negative. I just went to my regular obstetrician yesterday and she has now referred us to a fertility specialist. I’m feeling nervous that I’m too old to get pregnant now and also that friends and family are going to have negative comments to say. Please tell me there is hope out there. I just ordered ovaboost off amazon and my husband was prescribed Clomid from his urologist to help with his sperm mobility. Please pray this is the month for us! Pretty soon there won’t be any time left for me to ever give him a child of his own!