Nervous about breastfeeding.

I definitely want to breastfeed my baby, but as my due date draws near, I’m getting more and more anxious about it. Any advice on to calm my nerves? I know I’ll be sore and I have nipple cream ready for when I do, but I’m sooo nervous.

Also I test my new breast pump out when I got it and it was a super weird feeling. I feel like I’m gonna be too nervous to focus on feeding and I’m gonna be awkward. Someone tell me to stfu bc it’s really not all that bad 😖😅

Is it really that painful?