This pregnancy has been anything but easy! But I’m thankful for it all. I lost my previous at exactly 20 weeks. I am now 19 with this rainbow baby and I’m terrified. The difference between this pregnancy and the last, is I have a cervical cerclage in place. Even though that should make me feel more secure, I can’t help but think the same thing might happen again. I think once/if I get past 20 weeks, I will feel a bit of relief. It doesn’t help that my obgyn office sucks and I can never get any answers to questions or concerns, and when I go there in person they give me crap. Currently in the process of trying to switch to another ob but there’s no guarantees due to me being high risk, doctors where I live don’t like dealing with high risk patients. But, this is my bump. 🤰🥰 My happiness and everything all in one. My previous was a boy and this is also a boy 💙🥰 I haven’t announced my pregnancy yet but I really wanted to share my bump pic!