I feel like my midwives arent listening to me about my pain.. like they are blowing me off because I'm 'so close'

I get that I literally have 14 days until my due date but for the past two weeks I've been in so much pain I can barley get up to go to the bathroom anymore. Tylenol? Please that shit is candy. A hot bath? Try three with no relief. Yoga ball? Try hours of bouncing and rotating and it just gets worse. Walking? Everyday while in tears.

I get that they want the baby to stay in as long as possible to make sure he is as perfect as possible but, I've made it to full term he is healthy and happy why cant I get a membrane strip? Why cant we talk about maybe inducing at 39w? Why is it always the same 'you're so close.' Exactly I'm full term! I didnt expect this to be easy or all butterfly's and rainbows, but nobody told me I would be in so much pain some days all I can do is lay in bed and cry. Nobody told me that tylenol really does NOTHING for pain. Nobody told me I would start to hate every day that isn't my due date.

I'm blessed to be able to have carried him to full term, and for him to be healthy and for myself to be healthy, but I'm done. I'm over it and im dreading possibly going over. I feel for women who have or are over due.