I have been trying to get pregnant for 16 months now. We haven’t had any success. I am getting super depressed about the whole situation. I don’t really want to get out of bed. I definitely don’t want to celebrate Christmas because it is all about the birth of a baby. I signed up for counseling.

What other things have people done to feel better? How have you helped your husband understand your heartbrokenness?

I am praying I get pregnant this cycle! But a large part of me doesn’t want to pray anymore. I am so angry with God!

Also, my husband leaves on deployment on January 2. So this is our last cycle to try before he leaves.

Any words of encouragement and advice would be appreciated!