39+4 and Frustrated

Sophie

I just want this baby to be here. I’m tired of being pregnant. 2 membrane sweeps later and nothing. Trying to walk every day and still nothing. EPO every day and freaking nothing. Feeling like an uncomfortable whale at this point. Yesterday my husband completely shut down any possibility of us having sex to try to help things along because “it’s weird with the belly.” I’m just tired of it all. I’m tired of being pregnant and I want my baby here. I’m on my second week of maternity leave and I feel like I’m just wasting away. I can’t even nest because somehow closing date on our home went from the 6th of December to the 24th of December. So I’m just stuck at my in-laws like I have been since fucking mid-August waiting for at least my baby to be here. I don’t feel comfortable in this house. I never have. And being heavily pregnant isn’t helping any. Also, if baby doesn’t come on her own I’m supposed to be induced on the 23rd and I don’t know how the fuck im supposed to sign on my house if that happens. I’m just so stressed and frustrated at this point.