My husband and I been fighting badly lately he quit paying attention to me. He’s always on his phone for work. He doesn’t txt me anymore, we don’t communicate. He’s worry about work or ball.. I miss us, I miss my best friend, I miss our talks, I miss him paying attention to me. Now if I ask him a question or just want to make conversation he’s to busy for me. I’ve tried to talk to him about it more than once, I’ve yelled even lost my temper multiple times and cuss him out which isn’t very Christian of me. Then today I told him I hated him and I don’t I was just so mad and hurt and how since September he makes me feel a inch tall or I’m a ghost. I’m hurting I’m crying everyday nonstop I can’t focus I can’t work I’m tired stress out. I don’t even want to live anymore. Please pray for me I’m really bruised and broken before this and now I’m even more damage from the man I gave my heart to and open up to. from rape to a horrible first marriage but I thought and wanted this 2nd marriage to be my last.