I need serious opinions


So I've been dating my boyfriend colin for almost a year and a half now and its been great hes always wanting to spend time with me and my family, he will drop anything to help us, he brings me flowers, takes us on cute dates and most of all just has fun and respects me as a person.

So here is where it gets tricky. My last boyfriend was horrible he was verbally abusive and emotionally abusive. So I have a lot of walls up. I also have anxiety and PTSD. Colins last girlfriend cheated on him and ruined his confidence and self esteem.

He and I will have moments when we are both thinking maybe he or she doesnt love me and then we question if we love each other. But we both know we do. I always get a comforting safe warm feeling when we are together and he just feels like home. Is it normal to think this way sometimes or could it be because we have both been hurt so bad before that we have to keep trying to reassure our selves that we do live each other? Please comment and let me know