So me and my first ever real boyfriend broke up in July and i’m still really feeling down about it. We took each-others virginities (sorry TMI) and we dated for 5 months. Every time i try to move on I end up sobbing over him and i’ve tried to get him back or to at least talk to me multiple times and nothing works. it was a really messy relationship and we were on again off again sorta. but he was really good to me and we fought sometimes over the stupidest things but i can’t help but think about what it would be like if we never broke up or he took me back. i was the one who screwed up and i’ve apologized so many times. i just want him back. help?