Please help

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I am desperate for help, my parents never let me get a job in highschool they gave me the responsibility to care for my siblings & now i am 19 im tired of them being so strict with me but not with my sister & i have absolutely no family to move in with my mother purposely cut everybody off bc she’s possessive she told me herself she doesn’t like when anybody helps us bc we’re her kids HERS & i love her so much but i cant be around her anymore im so tired of her being extremely strict w me i have anxiety, depression & im extremely anti social now bc she never let me out unless i took my siblings so i never bothered because my siblings would complain & just make us leave right away:/ or they never want to go & my sister is 17 she’s never home she’s always out with her friends she comes home by midnight & they don’t get her in trouble i barely got my job not too long ago but its a little local shop so im not working that much & im under paid i get paid $10.30 & i live in California & i need help i want to move out so can anybody give me advice??