Scared my baby is going to kill me.

Me

Can ANYONE tell me they’ve had a similar experience or know someone with one? I am still healing from a uterine rupture and now we are pregnant only three months after surgery. None of my doctors will say this is something I shouldn’t move forward with but also are telling me there’s no way to see if I’m healed enough to carry this baby and that I could potentially rupture again. I feel so conflicted.