this is my second pregnancy, and damn has it went by fast....well its going to fast . with my first baby she was born 3/18/2017 . her dad left me at 3 months and yall dont know i went through hell, i couldnt sleep at all, unless i took these pills to sleep which worked. i would wake up crying thinking it was dream but realized it wasnt. i was so lonley.. and eventually he came around. i wasnt going to let him back in, but i believed in second chances... my mom was so mad at me , while pregnant she did her best to keep my mind off of it, she would take me shopping but i would just watch her shop. and when my baby girl was born i posted a picture of her while in the hospital, and he texted me , he had seen it. and wanted to be back in my life, said he was sorry.. after talking for 6 months i gave him a chance, and he has changed so much. i didnt expect this... im still mad, and cry about it. its just something i cant get over.. and when i got pregnant again i cried so much because i was scared... but he has been around helped me alot, he isnt the same person he was before. he is caring , sweet. and reminds me everyday how much he loves me etc... well, i wanted this pregnancy to go by slow but damn is it going by fast for me. due 03-16/2019 😭 it would be crazy if she was born the same day as my first girl..