Hi my name's Tess. I'm and married and i so lost right now. My husband and I are about to be homeless. We do everything in our power to keep this from happening but it's been happening most our lives as adults Everytime we save money we need it desperately Everytime we struggle I start working again to keep us barely afloat I am disabled so it not easy to keep a job my husband works full time but no one will pay him for his worth the reason for the continued homeless problem is jobs making promises they cannot keep his pay or etc he's never been fired but the checks don't come in on time or it simple of it making us relocate we keep getting so close to getting up just to fall I've tried figuring out what cycles we need to go about differently we do goals we go to shelters but it's the holidays now all the shelters are full for Christmas most seasonal jobs are booked and I'm 32 wks+3 days pregnant we get up to where we can afford an apartment but we never are able to do apps and wait on apartments to see if we can get in them because we have other bills we have to pay in mean Time it's not like I'm not trying it making excuses I do what I can but it like that world against us we both lived a life of struggle and I've been abused so but I don't have family I can trust nor does my hubby our friends are so fare weather there's no point in relying on any but our selves but it hurts so much because I was adopted in to a rich family I had a life of a great education but in the same factor I was abused and other things I don't like discussing I'm so lost on this I don't want my child to go through what I did I don't trust adoption not foster care but it's not like my husband and I aren't trying it's just we get up just to fall idk wtf I'm supposed to do or change